I Can't Imagine

I've watched off and on as admitted cop killer Jamie Hood represents himself in his trial (livestream available here, when court is in session). Right now, Hood is cross examining a police officer and it hit me -- I cannot imagine what it's like to be cross examined by the guy who admits he shot to death a fellow officer. It must be very hard for these folks, but so far the one or two I've seen have been very professional on the stand.